amidnightdreary

You dove into the depths, severed the noose around my neck, and licked your lips upon, the shadow of my smile. Tell me, sweet liar, is this the extent of your guile? Won't you dig deeper? Taste and savor the qualms, plastered on the walls on my mind. Search each room, go ahead, choke on the memoirs. Attempt to climb the barricades, of my heart, and sneak past the sentinels, you might survive. Perhaps, then you can decode the whispers; solve the riddle. Then you might, finally, shed the wool from your eyes, and see me, truly see me: the nobody, that only lives to love you.

Dream upon a star, Dive into the wishing well, Skip stones, run in circles, Fall down, down, down. Fruitless: Hopes and dreams are just Masquerades for the mundane, Choking the excitement from your eyes. The glow of tomorrow dimmed by Constant reminders: It is what it is; it's just how it is. Gaze into a sky full of falsity: Shining promises Beaten until dull. Reality hangs, It fucking hangs, Dreams just don't come true. And when reality beats you numb, I'll laugh at your audacity, You'll fall like the rest of us, Farewell, dreamer.

Replaced my view To suit you. Glimpses of me Nestled between White noise and static. Did you see me? Subtle glances, Glass eyes, I was never there. A Chameleon Pursed Lips, Wandering eyes, Naked fingertips Tickling your lies. Seeing past Formalities: Reaching For You. Flooded by waves crashing On broken promises. Clawing my way Inside you, Burrowing myself Deep. Creeping and nagging, Remnants hang from Our echoes. Will you remember me? A Ghost Dust washed moth kisses, Flutter on your chest. Exhaling your heart, Landing on the wall, Sliding downward, Making me Feel like, Nothing at all.

This is the last time, I crumble. I found myself, Crushed, On the bottom of the pile Of bullshit, You passed as truth and certainty. You never cared, I woke up,   My eyes no longer glued shut, I see you for what you are. You- Rub my nose in my faults. You- Shove them down my throat. You- Smile smugly as I choke. You spit fatal words, With your shotgun mouth, Unbeknownst to you, It will backfire in your face. I will no longer be The one to swallow, So you can breathe, So you can sleep. One day… Maybe…? You'll see what you've done, One day… Maybe…? You'll see how, You watched m

In the catacomb attic of my mind, [Aged dust, sepia halos hung in stale air, Suspended reminders, of what I left behind.] Next to unknown treasures, I left you there.

Aww, you look astonished, Speechless, it's written all over your face, I thought you'd save me… Get up! Stand proudly! Before the monster you created, I snicker at the sight of your dismay As disbelief washes your face Wipe your tears dear, It will all be over soon. The Earth bares its teeth Spreading its jaw Inhaling to take you Rivers crashing down boney cheeks, Your teeth clench, Your fingers cling to my legs, desperately, You're going to burn my friend. I toss you away, Muted screams, as the earth swallows I lick my upturned lips Vengeance, divinely sweet My haughty breath murmurs, Worry not, I'll fret not, l